Friday, June 18, 2010
Tell her about me from afar .
Let her know that i still love her.
Someone tell her that i have loved no one after her.
And whats left of her, I'm living on it and remembering.
Why do i think alot of this gurl ..
Why do the person i love always hurts me ..
Why did i live so kind in this world ..
What would happen if i live for myself once ..
what we could have been, 7:53 PM.
A million tears, Is not a value to her .
Nothing of me is a value to her .
She walk away from my life just like that, Without any excuse and any reasons. Cry for her, begged her, Put my whole efforts to her to try any never give up. It all fell to deaf ears, fell to an heartless heart. I'm gonna stop disturbing her life. Never want to see her face again, not becaus of hate, But because of hurt. She can have a man of her dream now peacefully . Never gonna be on her way now. Because it wont do any good to me either.
Now i realised that i'm not the loser, But a winner instead. She walk out from the guy that won't never give up on her. That will always be with her no matter what . That will always love her whatever hardships appeared.
The time she betrayed me, and sold me out, And didnt care about the tears of my eyes, Enough, i'hv sacrifice so much. No matter how weak my intentions become, i will still tell her i've forgotten her. She has become a page of a past, Her passion has become something ordinary, The tears of my eyes are over, They no longer kill me and cry, I have forgotten you, and you must go away so that i can live, I will meet someone other than you and love again. There will be no getting back together with you, I have left you and shall remain.
I'm being or going to be cruel to you just as you were cruel to me.
To my bros and sista, Sorry for my cranky behaviour sometimes . Maybe its all due to this problems i had. I' m tired thats all, tired of this. Sometimes you guys wonder and ask me how i can be this cheerful and smiling always regardless of the problems, Now i gonna tell you the powerfull medicine of hurt.
The key to one eternal happines is to overcome ones problems.
Smile eventhough you're sad or angry. And eventually it will fade away.
But i can't do that to this problem, Because its so deep and hurtful, Had i never put so much trust on her and love. I think i could .
Behind all this words, lies another story.
what we could have been, 7:04 PM.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Well, She played with my heart once again .
Let me explain, before some unwanted misunderstanding pops out of nowhere .
First, I love her, she don't love me . Thats fine.
Then i was actually over her already, For short, I've move on, Then suddenly she say she love me .
I was shock and at the same time, Overjoyed, I wanted her to e mine again, And this time, forever .
Then the nightmare came, Again. She ignored me, I got a feeling she does not love me anymore. But i guess its true .
How can she have the heart to do this? Does not she have any sense of feelings for others, Playing with others people heart like that .
And before she says "What about you" , I wanna say this, I just wanna see whether you love me or not . There was never a third party at all .
But i guess all this does not matter at all now, How i wish she read this, And how i wish she read this and change her feelings towards me .
I kept thinking to myself, Since secondary one till now, How can i love you so deeply?, I don't know, But my heart says its you who can only fill the empty spaces in my heart .
How i wish this heart can change its perspective to other girls . So that i will not look like a fool chasing you.
But they say love is blind right? Well, they say .
Now she love somebody else, How i wish my heart can change that fast .
Forgive me for i can't stop loving you no matter what .
what we could have been, 2:26 AM.
Monday, May 17, 2010
I hate you, But i love you..
Benci sangat hati ini, Tapi aku rindu..
what we could have been, 2:23 AM.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
For Every Good Thing I Have Said, Nobody Remembers It.
But
For A Single Bad Thing I Said, They Became Angry Like A Fat Gorilla Going On A Rampage.
Wth!, Is Not That Absurd?! I Mean, Why Do Such Human Exist?
Wth! Hais~
There are no good girls gone wrong, just bad girls found out, And I Found Out About Her.
what we could have been, 4:27 PM.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
what we could have been, 3:37 PM.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
There are 3 great things in this world.
The first thing is for you
to love someone.
The second thing is
for someone to love you back
and the third greatest thing
is for the first and second thing
to happen at the same time ...
Look into my eyes and hear
what I'm not saying,
for my eyes speak louder
than my voice ever will.
what I'm not saying,
for my eyes speak louder
than my voice ever will.
When we get close,
I want you to know that I get all weak
and want to hold you forever.
I want you to know that I get all weak
and want to hold you forever.
I don't want to lose this feeling.
If I could choose a place to die,
it would be in your arms.
If I could choose a place to die,
it would be in your arms.
You're always there
when I close my eyes.
when I close my eyes.
Dreams only last one night
but love can last forever.
but love can last forever.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
I love you with all of
my heart, body ,and soul.
You complete me.
You make my life worth living.
To have known you and to have loved you
has been the most beautiful dream.
I can only hope that I never wake up.
my heart, body ,and soul.
You complete me.
You make my life worth living.
To have known you and to have loved you
has been the most beautiful dream.
I can only hope that I never wake up.
Although I have but one heart to lose,
cause I’d rather have
had one breathe from your hair,
one touch from your hand,
and one hug from you,
than eternity without it.
cause I’d rather have
had one breathe from your hair,
one touch from your hand,
and one hug from you,
than eternity without it.
But now,
You broke me,
you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world
upside down
and inside out,
BUT I know
it was worth it for that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad.....
I’m going to smile
and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me
- I’m going to smile.
and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me
- I’m going to smile.
If I never met you,
I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you
I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you
I wouldn't miss you,
but I did,
I do and I will.
I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you
I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you
I wouldn't miss you,
but I did,
I do and I will.
I can live
without any friends,
any family and any money
but I can't live without you.
without any friends,
any family and any money
but I can't live without you.
i'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.
My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You And Now
Is In Pieces Because Of You
Broken By You And Now
Is In Pieces Because Of You
and
It hurts to breathe
because every breath I take
proves I can't live without you.
because every breath I take
proves I can't live without you.
Never Say
" I love you "
if you don't really care,
never talk about feeling
if they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand
if you're going to break my heart.
Never say you're to,
if you never plan to start.
Never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie.
" I love you "
if you don't really care,
never talk about feeling
if they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand
if you're going to break my heart.
Never say you're to,
if you never plan to start.
Never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie.
The worst feeling in the world
is giving all the love you have
and knowing it will never be returned.
is giving all the love you have
and knowing it will never be returned.
There is one pain I often feel
which you will never know
because it is caused
by the absence of you.
which you will never know
because it is caused
by the absence of you.
Would you be my angel once more
to have and to hold?
Would you be my rose
to cherish more than gold?
I love you so much.
I wish you were mine,
but all I can do is wait till that time comes again.
to have and to hold?
Would you be my rose
to cherish more than gold?
I love you so much.
I wish you were mine,
but all I can do is wait till that time comes again.
The sun can have the sky and it wouldnt matter.
The night can have its stars
and i woudnt care.
tomorrow can be majestic
yet remain empty,
for it simply would'nt matter
without you there.
The night can have its stars
and i woudnt care.
tomorrow can be majestic
yet remain empty,
for it simply would'nt matter
without you there.
Have you ever noticed that the worst way
to miss someone is when they are right
beside you and you can never have them?
to miss someone is when they are right
beside you and you can never have them?
When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat B
ut Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears
Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have.
ut Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears
Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have.
if You Love Me Like You Told Me
Please Be Careful With My Heart.
You Can Take It Just Don't Break It
Or My World Would Fall Apart, but you did'nt.
Please Be Careful With My Heart.
You Can Take It Just Don't Break It
Or My World Would Fall Apart, but you did'nt.
You justify my existence ...
if i have not known you,
I wouldn't have lived,
if I die with out knowing you,
I wouldn't die coz
I didn't live at all...
And
if i have not known you,
I wouldn't have lived,
if I die with out knowing you,
I wouldn't die coz
I didn't live at all...
And
Why do I love you?
Because I finally learned
what the word means,
and you were the one who showed me.
Because I finally learned
what the word means,
and you were the one who showed me.
I love you not because I need you,
But I need you because I love you.
But I need you because I love you.
Gotta let you know that I love you,
gotta let you know that I care,
gotta let you know that for you,
I'll always be there, But your Not There..
gotta let you know that I care,
gotta let you know that for you,
I'll always be there, But your Not There..
what we could have been, 11:46 PM.