Sunday, February 28, 2010
Yesterday was a fucking bad day for me, I wanna be nice to her, jas wanna tok wif her and she scolded me? She shouted at me? What the fuck? Is that the way? May she go hell! Not for only the illicit sex she has done, but also for hurting people's feeling without a reason!
Everybody knows me, i will never hurt people's feeling without a reason, So fuck you for saying that! What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Den call down one of my frens for a drink,Let out everything. Thanks for your advice frendy, appreciate it, Sorry bro i tok to much when i'm drunk.
Everybody knows me, i will never hurt people's feeling without a reason, So fuck you for saying that! What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Den call down one of my frens for a drink,Let out everything. Thanks for your advice frendy, appreciate it, Sorry bro i tok to much when i'm drunk.
what we could have been, 12:53 PM.
Friday, February 19, 2010
She's caring even as a friend, She's loving even as a friend, I realise that ex are always ex, there's no turning back, And now, i have no intention, not even any tiny intention of getting her back, Its all because of this another special girl. She made me realise that there are many more fishes in the sea for me, she made me realise that my ex don't deserve my caring gestures.
If she is gonna say things that i has not done, i'm just gonna keep quiet, because i may be the loser now, but sooner, you are the sore-loser, I can assure her that. She will sink to the bottom of the sea, she will break down like a rotten pie she is.
~ I'm just gonna wait till that happens ~
~ I'm just gonna wait till that happens ~
what we could have been, 12:27 AM.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Friends
They are important, they keep your life on track, they keep your emotions under control. But its those who you never thought would ever be your friends are the ones who make you feel better. They calm me down when i'm angry, they make me feel better when i think the world is unfair. I really appreciate them. I have always treated my classmates as my closest friends, but not anymore, Its just that they don't understand me, Yes, i know, its my attitude, I'm always cracking jokes, smiling wide till you can't see my eyes, but deep down, i'm having problems, i have never like people to know my problems, its embarassing, its like i'm asking for some sympathy.
They are important, they keep your life on track, they keep your emotions under control. But its those who you never thought would ever be your friends are the ones who make you feel better. They calm me down when i'm angry, they make me feel better when i think the world is unfair. I really appreciate them. I have always treated my classmates as my closest friends, but not anymore, Its just that they don't understand me, Yes, i know, its my attitude, I'm always cracking jokes, smiling wide till you can't see my eyes, but deep down, i'm having problems, i have never like people to know my problems, its embarassing, its like i'm asking for some sympathy.
He and she who make me feel better during the times that im feeling down, thanks.
~ Skool ~
Well, same torturing day, Mates minding their own buisness, some prolonged their hatred just because of some misunderstanding,
Teachers?
They are like our mothers or fathers, because they give us knowledge for the rest of our life, Besides knowledge, What about understanding? Is that left out? They don't understand that we have our own personal problems, know the full story,
Before you humiliate me infront of the whole class, think about my feelings, think about the pain i had to withstand, i did not sleep purposely in class, can't she understand that i work not for my own life, but for my sister, parents and family. Im the only damn son who have the initiative to work and support them. I buy them ingredients and stuff, to kept on living in modern singapore.
F.A declined because of my parents salary, Father - 1600, Pay for the house, 600, bills, there so many types of bill, i don't know any of them, but i have seen the letters, i was shocked. How the fucking hell are they gonna pay this much?!. its like to damn high.
Singapore is a place condemn by many citizens, and i'm one of them, To hell with this! .
To those who are starting to dislike me, Just go on with it, if you wanna hate for some small reasons, all i can say is, you are damn fucking 16. Think more maturely. this is our last year aniways, never get to see me anymore. Cant wait..
~ Skool ~
Well, same torturing day, Mates minding their own buisness, some prolonged their hatred just because of some misunderstanding,
Teachers?
They are like our mothers or fathers, because they give us knowledge for the rest of our life, Besides knowledge, What about understanding? Is that left out? They don't understand that we have our own personal problems, know the full story,
Before you humiliate me infront of the whole class, think about my feelings, think about the pain i had to withstand, i did not sleep purposely in class, can't she understand that i work not for my own life, but for my sister, parents and family. Im the only damn son who have the initiative to work and support them. I buy them ingredients and stuff, to kept on living in modern singapore.
F.A declined because of my parents salary, Father - 1600, Pay for the house, 600, bills, there so many types of bill, i don't know any of them, but i have seen the letters, i was shocked. How the fucking hell are they gonna pay this much?!. its like to damn high.
Singapore is a place condemn by many citizens, and i'm one of them, To hell with this! .
To those who are starting to dislike me, Just go on with it, if you wanna hate for some small reasons, all i can say is, you are damn fucking 16. Think more maturely. this is our last year aniways, never get to see me anymore. Cant wait..
what we could have been, 2:16 AM.
Monday, February 8, 2010
Life Do Sucks. Everytime.
Money can't buy you everything, But money is the key of a happy family, happy living. Everytime at home, Father shouting, mother stress-out, father crying about money, really makes me sad. We Now live on with instant noodles, everyday. I know we are not the only one, but now, i have to think of my family.
Government are breathing through their necks, If we don't pay them, They will take away our house, We have like about a hundred over thousand to pay, even when my parents pass away, it will never be settled. Sometimes, i want to cry, seeing them like this, but no, i will try every possible ways to make their stress go away.
Money can't buy you everything, But money is the key of a happy family, happy living. Everytime at home, Father shouting, mother stress-out, father crying about money, really makes me sad. We Now live on with instant noodles, everyday. I know we are not the only one, but now, i have to think of my family.
Government are breathing through their necks, If we don't pay them, They will take away our house, We have like about a hundred over thousand to pay, even when my parents pass away, it will never be settled. Sometimes, i want to cry, seeing them like this, but no, i will try every possible ways to make their stress go away.
Going out?, Last year, there are times that we go shopping, but now, Places that we go are just relative house and home. thats all, We are not the worst, but this is worst enough, i really wondered how those people that are worst than us survive..
20 Feb, Lil sis birthday, No money to celebrate, No cake for her, Not even any eating out for her, But i will try and give her something that will last forever. A surprise. Sometimes feels sad for her.. But never mind.
For family, i will try starting from today onwards, I will try my best to make them happy. I'm suggesting of buying a pizza base, and all the odd ingredients, and we make pizza together. what do you guys think?
For family, i will try starting from today onwards, I will try my best to make them happy. I'm suggesting of buying a pizza base, and all the odd ingredients, and we make pizza together. what do you guys think?
Labels: Even For A Teen, Life Is Hard
what we could have been, 1:08 AM.