Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Friends
They are important, they keep your life on track, they keep your emotions under control. But its those who you never thought would ever be your friends are the ones who make you feel better. They calm me down when i'm angry, they make me feel better when i think the world is unfair. I really appreciate them. I have always treated my classmates as my closest friends, but not anymore, Its just that they don't understand me, Yes, i know, its my attitude, I'm always cracking jokes, smiling wide till you can't see my eyes, but deep down, i'm having problems, i have never like people to know my problems, its embarassing, its like i'm asking for some sympathy.
They are important, they keep your life on track, they keep your emotions under control. But its those who you never thought would ever be your friends are the ones who make you feel better. They calm me down when i'm angry, they make me feel better when i think the world is unfair. I really appreciate them. I have always treated my classmates as my closest friends, but not anymore, Its just that they don't understand me, Yes, i know, its my attitude, I'm always cracking jokes, smiling wide till you can't see my eyes, but deep down, i'm having problems, i have never like people to know my problems, its embarassing, its like i'm asking for some sympathy.
He and she who make me feel better during the times that im feeling down, thanks.
~ Skool ~
Well, same torturing day, Mates minding their own buisness, some prolonged their hatred just because of some misunderstanding,
Teachers?
They are like our mothers or fathers, because they give us knowledge for the rest of our life, Besides knowledge, What about understanding? Is that left out? They don't understand that we have our own personal problems, know the full story,
Before you humiliate me infront of the whole class, think about my feelings, think about the pain i had to withstand, i did not sleep purposely in class, can't she understand that i work not for my own life, but for my sister, parents and family. Im the only damn son who have the initiative to work and support them. I buy them ingredients and stuff, to kept on living in modern singapore.
F.A declined because of my parents salary, Father - 1600, Pay for the house, 600, bills, there so many types of bill, i don't know any of them, but i have seen the letters, i was shocked. How the fucking hell are they gonna pay this much?!. its like to damn high.
Singapore is a place condemn by many citizens, and i'm one of them, To hell with this! .
To those who are starting to dislike me, Just go on with it, if you wanna hate for some small reasons, all i can say is, you are damn fucking 16. Think more maturely. this is our last year aniways, never get to see me anymore. Cant wait..
~ Skool ~
Well, same torturing day, Mates minding their own buisness, some prolonged their hatred just because of some misunderstanding,
Teachers?
They are like our mothers or fathers, because they give us knowledge for the rest of our life, Besides knowledge, What about understanding? Is that left out? They don't understand that we have our own personal problems, know the full story,
Before you humiliate me infront of the whole class, think about my feelings, think about the pain i had to withstand, i did not sleep purposely in class, can't she understand that i work not for my own life, but for my sister, parents and family. Im the only damn son who have the initiative to work and support them. I buy them ingredients and stuff, to kept on living in modern singapore.
F.A declined because of my parents salary, Father - 1600, Pay for the house, 600, bills, there so many types of bill, i don't know any of them, but i have seen the letters, i was shocked. How the fucking hell are they gonna pay this much?!. its like to damn high.
Singapore is a place condemn by many citizens, and i'm one of them, To hell with this! .
To those who are starting to dislike me, Just go on with it, if you wanna hate for some small reasons, all i can say is, you are damn fucking 16. Think more maturely. this is our last year aniways, never get to see me anymore. Cant wait..
what we could have been, 2:16 AM.