Monday, March 8, 2010
First of all, I know most of my post are all about her, the purpose of me having a blog is to express my problems, my pain, my anger, I may sound emo or gay. but does'nt everybody has feelings, Well if you do not have, then i don't know your type of case. You may have something wrong up on your head.
P.S, Don't ever keep things to yourself, It hurts. It will eat you up.
Find a friend, talk to them about your problems, You may sound childish sometimes, but hey, When you're angry, every types of emotions came up, For my case, I'll be so quiet, and my face will be cramped out, its like when you try to force a smile, its like trying to bend a metal.
To Shirah up there, Hey Yaww!! Don't be touched by my story, i'm not asking for any sympathy like i say in my previous post,
I'm just saying what i feel, and i what i wish i should have say to her before, The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. I have never love her for any reason except for this. But she thought otherwise, I don't know why. I'm feeling very weak now inside, I lost all the courage to see her in her eyes, I have lost all the enthusiasm, Everything i am now, she make me. I don't even understand how she treat love, She kept changing guys? I don't know, i thought i will be the one who change girls, I'm surprise that she were the one who did it.. I just don't understand..
I'm just saying what i feel, and i what i wish i should have say to her before, The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. I have never love her for any reason except for this. But she thought otherwise, I don't know why. I'm feeling very weak now inside, I lost all the courage to see her in her eyes, I have lost all the enthusiasm, Everything i am now, she make me. I don't even understand how she treat love, She kept changing guys? I don't know, i thought i will be the one who change girls, I'm surprise that she were the one who did it.. I just don't understand..
what we could have been, 12:35 AM.