Sunday, March 21, 2010
Hey there, Just came back from a tiring full shift today, As i recall back just a while ago, during my break, I was smoking at a designated smoking corner, in front of me, was a beautiful scenery, with the deep blue sky surrounding by the beautiful clouds. As i stare deeply into it, some beautiful memories came flashing through my mind,
She came into my mind, her beautiful smile came into my mind, i could feel my arm around her waist, the kiss that light up my life, the happines that i used to have, i could remember, before we were together, the game that brought us together, Truth or Dare, and when we were together, as i was walking with my mother, seeing couples walking together, having their lunch and dinner together, i vow to myself that i had to get some cash to take her out, having our own private times together, watching movies and whatsoever.
But now, all the money is useless, i use to spend it on her before, now i'm just wasting my money by buying liquor, ciggs and etc.
Then a fucking car honk and wake me up from my dreams, i was damn fucking pissed, Darkness start to surround me once more, her smile suddenly change to hatred, all the kiss and love were fading away. How i wish that car did'nt honk and that my dream will became true.
Please make this darkness go away, its breaking me down.
And yeah, i forget something, FUCKING CAR!
She came into my mind, her beautiful smile came into my mind, i could feel my arm around her waist, the kiss that light up my life, the happines that i used to have, i could remember, before we were together, the game that brought us together, Truth or Dare, and when we were together, as i was walking with my mother, seeing couples walking together, having their lunch and dinner together, i vow to myself that i had to get some cash to take her out, having our own private times together, watching movies and whatsoever.
But now, all the money is useless, i use to spend it on her before, now i'm just wasting my money by buying liquor, ciggs and etc.
Then a fucking car honk and wake me up from my dreams, i was damn fucking pissed, Darkness start to surround me once more, her smile suddenly change to hatred, all the kiss and love were fading away. How i wish that car did'nt honk and that my dream will became true.
Please make this darkness go away, its breaking me down.
And yeah, i forget something, FUCKING CAR!
what we could have been, 12:45 AM.