Friday, June 18, 2010

A million tears, Is not a value to her .

Nothing of me is a value to her .

She walk away from my life just like that, Without any excuse and any reasons. Cry for her, begged her, Put my whole efforts to her to try any never give up. It all fell to deaf ears, fell to an heartless heart. I'm gonna stop disturbing her life. Never want to see her face again, not becaus of hate, But because of hurt. She can have a man of her dream now peacefully . Never gonna be on her way now. Because it wont do any good to me either.

Now i realised that i'm not the loser, But a winner instead. She walk out from the guy that won't never give up on her. That will always be with her no matter what . That will always love her whatever hardships appeared.

The time she betrayed me, and sold me out, And didnt care about the tears of my eyes, Enough, i'hv sacrifice so much. No matter how weak my intentions become, i will still tell her i've forgotten her. She has become a page of a past, Her passion has become something ordinary, The tears of my eyes are over, They no longer kill me and cry, I have forgotten you, and you must go away so that i can live, I will meet someone other than you and love again. There will be no getting back together with you, I have left you and shall remain.

I'm being or going to be cruel to you just as you were cruel to me.

To my bros and sista, Sorry for my cranky behaviour sometimes . Maybe its all due to this problems i had. I' m tired thats all, tired of this. Sometimes you guys wonder and ask me how i can be this cheerful and smiling always regardless of the problems, Now i gonna tell you the powerfull medicine of hurt.

The key to one eternal happines is to overcome ones problems.

Smile eventhough you're sad or angry. And eventually it will fade away.

But i can't do that to this problem, Because its so deep and hurtful, Had i never put so much trust on her and love. I think i could .

Behind all this words, lies another story.

what we could have been, 7:04 PM.