Thursday, June 10, 2010
Well, She played with my heart once again .
Let me explain, before some unwanted misunderstanding pops out of nowhere .
First, I love her, she don't love me . Thats fine.
Then i was actually over her already, For short, I've move on, Then suddenly she say she love me .
I was shock and at the same time, Overjoyed, I wanted her to e mine again, And this time, forever .
Then the nightmare came, Again. She ignored me, I got a feeling she does not love me anymore. But i guess its true .
How can she have the heart to do this? Does not she have any sense of feelings for others, Playing with others people heart like that .
And before she says "What about you" , I wanna say this, I just wanna see whether you love me or not . There was never a third party at all .
But i guess all this does not matter at all now, How i wish she read this, And how i wish she read this and change her feelings towards me .
I kept thinking to myself, Since secondary one till now, How can i love you so deeply?, I don't know, But my heart says its you who can only fill the empty spaces in my heart .
How i wish this heart can change its perspective to other girls . So that i will not look like a fool chasing you.
But they say love is blind right? Well, they say .
Now she love somebody else, How i wish my heart can change that fast .
Forgive me for i can't stop loving you no matter what .
what we could have been, 2:26 AM.